damn stress now!!!

shit.. dunno why all of sudden feel so stress.. argh...!!! i need help... need tips... no tips can die lo... scary... argh...!!! any1 pls help... T_T

Over You

Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up then tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought to doubt you;
I’m better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces
And spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought to doubt you;
I’m better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces
And spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought to doubt you;
I’m better off without you
More than you, more than you know.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought to doubt you;
I’m better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces
And spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Well I'm putting my heart back together,
'Cause I got over you.
Well I got over you.
I got over you.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

Vincent (Starry Starry Night)

Starry starry night,
paint your palette blue and grey
Look out on a summer's day
with eyes that know the darkness in my soul

Shadows on the hills, sketch the trees and the daffodils
Catch the breeze and the winter chills, in colors on the snowy linen land
Now I understand what you tried to say to me
How you suffered for you sanity
How you tried to set them free
They would not listen they did not know how, perhaps they'll listen now

Starry starry night,
flaming flowers that brightly blaze
Swirling clouds in violet haze reflect in Vincent's eyes of chine blue
Colors changing hue, morning fields of amber grain
Weathered faces lined in pain are soothed beneath the artist's loving hand

Chorus:
For they could not love you, but still your love was true
And when no hope was left in sight, on that starry starry night
You took your life as lovers often do,
But I could have told you, Vincent,
This world was never meant for one as beautiful as you

Starry, starry night,
portraits hung in empty halls
Frameless heads on nameless walls with eyes that watch the world and can't forget.
Like the stranger that you've met, the ragged man in ragged clothes
The silver thorn of bloody rose, lie crushed and broken on the virgin snow
Now I think I know what you tried to say to me
How you suffered for you sanity
How you tried to set them free
They would not listen they're not listening still
Perhaps they never will.

see the difference... can u c it...

guess wat... guess n c wat is tis... can u c d difference... i dun c any lo... n it is much cheaper... haha... life is so bored whn exam is around..

dunno wat n which 2 study 1st... so end up i went out n shoppin... at 1st window shoppin... thn bought la something.. hehehe...

guess wat.. ipod shuffle lai de le... haha... looks d same rite.. n tast ipod video... looks real rite... haha...

tis my new webcam... juz bought it... its driverless... meanin u can juz plug in n play wif it... no driver is needed... d image is damn clear... nt bad thou... haha... i bought a stack of 25 pcs of blank dvd oso la... my wallet empty after tat... haha... haih... sien...

backstreet boys - inconsolable

I close the door
Like so many times, so many times before
Filmed like a scene on the cutting room floor
I wanna let you walk away tonight without a word

I try to sleep, yeah
But the clock is stuck on thoughts of you and me
A thousand more regrets unraveling
Ooh, if you were here right now,
I swear I'd tell you this

[Chorus:]
Baby I don't wanna waste another day
Keepin it inside, it's killing me
Cause all I ever wanted comes right down to you (to you)
I wish that I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you, every time you leave
I'm inconsolable

I climb the walls, yeah
I can see the edge,
But I can't take the fall, no
I've memorized the numberSo why can't
I make the call
Maybe cause I know you'll always be with me
In the possibility

[Chorus]

No, no, no
I don't wanna be like this
I just wanna let you know
That everything I hold in
Is everything I can't let go (oooh, can't let go)
Cause BABAYYYYY

[Chorus]

Don't you know it baby
I don't wanna waste another day
I wish that I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you, every time you leave
I'm inconsolable
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Oooh, I'm inconsolable
Whoaa yeah
I'm inconsolable

i m bad... reli reli bad...

guess wat... i m saying tat i m bad... how oughtful rite...? i myself oso dunno y...
haih... mayb i myself gt myself 2 addicted... now feel so dumb n so stupid n so beh song after i knew bout something... haha... kinda funny rite... i feel like i m crappin now... i m sure no 1 noe wat i m talkin bout n i m d onli 1 who noe wat i m talkin bout n wat tat i knew bout...

haih... haih... haih... y la i m so bad... y huh...? c d thn noe bout it... wat 4 wanna noe le... its nt my problem at all wat... wat d hell i m so concern bout it le... m i tat bz body or i m into d SHIT d... who noes...? no1 noes onli me... haha... crappin a lot here... anyway stay cool n b urself... HAIH.............................

we had a nice game... a game of war... game of strategy...HAHA

Last Friday was a splendid day. 1 of my classmate invites most of her friends for a war game... CAn call it as the paintball game... we reli had fun back there... thnx 2 Gowsellya... thnx 4 invitin me... reli appreciate it.. i reli had a wonderful day... enjoys a lot there... wif my teammates oso... although we lost 2 games but we r happy bout it... anyhow we won 1 game which is fantastic n a draw game...

i remembered i shot Ganesh... i saw d ball flew straight 2 his neck region... soli bout tat Ganesh.. i din noe the ball went 2 ur neck slips thru d mask...haha... anyhow it was a great 1... we had a strategic planin back there... haha...

THANK YOU GOW... tat was my 1st time playin paintball shootin...

so guys n gals out there... go la try once... let ppl shoot or u shoot ppl... its quite fun... as far as i know there r 2 places tat paintball shooting is available...

1. Cinta Sayang Resort at Sg. Petani

2. Pulau Jerejak Reosrt at Pg.

so guys n gals go n enjoy urself... although being shot... it wont hurt... haha... dun la shoot at close range... far range shot wont feel much pain... u can c how d ball fly whn u fire...

there... look at us.. all buckle up gettin redi 2 enter d war zone... combat zone.. wateva thy call it as... gosh i m d onli fair skin there... hahaha...

c below... its all d equipements tat needed 2 b wear on while in d combat zone all the time...

there u can c the mask... its made up of silicon n rubber... its quite soft... its friendly user... although u r wearin spec u still can wear d mask wif ur spec on... it looks like mask in d hollow game... haha...

there... tis is d marker... thy dun call it s gun... thy called it as the marker cuz it shoots out paintball tat will put a mark on u... the speed it can shoot is around 300 feet/secif nt mistaken... it uses carbon dioxide 2 shoot d balls... s 4 d paintball, it is made up of vegetable oil n food colouring... so basically u can eat d balls if u feel hungry... no harm n it is being tested safe... it is considered HALAL lo... LOL...

here is d vest... final part of it... so basically u nd 2 wear a vest, mask n u nd a marker 4 a paintball shootin/war game/ or wateva... haha...LOL...

ok la...so long... enjoy d game folks... live life free n shoot whoever u wan in d paintball shooting wif precaution n care... u dun wanna hurt any1... u juz wanna hv fun... lol...

HAHA... tis is me whn i m wif d mask on... looks nice rite... hehehe...